ThePostmanWantsToBeMe

Studying and Working in Fashion in London. I know just how lucky I am to study and work with it everyday! In recovery from anorexia - Getting better and stronger each day. I thought sharing my thoughts might help me make sense of them.


Favourite Designers are Acne, Alexander Wang, Rick Owens - very much into the pared down simplicity and rawness of their work.

Just to clarify….

All boys are mental! Ok, well the majority.

Guy I was seeing over Christmas (then became a couple for two weeks before we both had serious doubts) wants to be friends despite calling me a mistake and telling me I was acting like a bitch. I just decided I didn’t want a ‘friend’ who had hurt me so much and chopped and changed his mind every two days. A relationship can’t be based on sex, never mind a friendship.

Anyway, been talking to some nice new boys. Out with the old and in with the new and all that! 

Also, gave up carbs for lent - bit of a slippery slope with the ED history but I felt unhealthy and meh. Back into the gym routine now - it’s my sister’s birthday soon and I know there will be pictures taken so want to at least feel ok about how I look in them. 

Also, hopefully some dates on the cards in the next few weeks and I want to be feeling good about myself. 

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So

I have a new boyfriend. 

Weird and a bit scary but I’m so happy!

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